I like this attitude much. Whatever you do, give it your best effort. Then you let go.
I had scaled to the highest peak, but in the end I settled at being me.
I am not ambitious nor do I care about power. I just want to share my thoughts. In this case I had established myself as a thought leader.
It maybe a divergent thought. Nevertheless it is an original thought. My delight therefore is on my ability to manifest my thoughts. It doesn't matter if the thoughts are acted upon.
For example I read in the news that the Chief Minister of Sabah (East Malaysia) wanted the Security Forces to be more aggressive in dealing with the kidnappers along the coastal area. He is just there to broadcast his thoughts. It is up to the Security Forces to act upon his thoughts.
I am in the same position, My job is to broadcast. After I pursued truth par excellence, I have to tell what I found out. Truth has to be told. By telling I am relieved of the burden of knowing.
I guess it's the same thing why authors write books. They have to tell their stories. Well this blog is an attempt for me to tell my story. Once I did that I am no longer burdened with the things that I know.
Now, you maybe thinking; is the story [is] real or is it a mere fiction. Well look at the evidence. If you think it is real, act upon it. If it is not than treat it as a form of entertainment.
It is my intention to help you achieve success here and the hereafter. The truth is it only works provided you believe. Without the element of faith, nothing moves. Faith invokes emotion. In the end we are all emotional beings as I discovered along the way.
The emotion is none other than Unconditional Love. It is this very same emotion that pushes me to go the extra mile. The same emotion that gives me the Feeling of Certainty. It is also the reason I Shinu Kikai O Motomo.
I think the vast information that you need to convince yourself is here in the Wandering Sufi. You don't need the 7 Swords. Those are the raw materials. Here you have the extract. Should you wish, you can already use the blog to make it into something meaningful.
I wish I can be involved in the operational part but it seems my place is here in CCC. While you probably fancy world travel, I am happy being here together with Al Araf 7:7.
In a way this is my dream come true. I do fantasize a more elaborate life but honest to goodness, I got all that I ever wanted including my Tetrahedron (minus Mira replaced by Idani). What counts is the form follow function, If I only think about humping, I would have gone for better options.
You must realize this transient Tetrahedron fills my cup. However if I am serious about my Prime Queens, I will definitely NOT include CHUBBY CHUBBS. I am doing this so that I can complete my Tetrahedron without having to deal with the uncertainty caused by Mira.
You'll see, once I have a complete Tetrahedron, the game will rise to a new level. I am preparing TraXXfm for the next level, I need Idani's influence to move on.
Too bad she is a Chubby Chubb, otherwise I'll be happy to replace Mira any time.
The other way is I make her my Tetrahedron anyway and I just don't marry her here. We'll see.
Another option is to keep Mira's slot vacant and let it be a *w[hile] card.
* OK I'll do that.
Els I keep. She is like a little bunny rabbit. Plus, she is smart. Between Pretty and Pretty Smart, I choose Pretty Smart any time. Again it's her call. It is very tempting to have just you, Lizzie and the kids as my Tetrahedron. However I want to validate AnNisa 4:3 to prove that I can be just. Also to prove to the Stone Worshipers that... Fuck it I have nothing to prove to them. Well alright, I have a Jew, Christian and Moslem as wives.
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@elsDines I was writing when suddenly I started thinking about you. Do you love me or do you actually hate my guts? I like it when I first met you. You were spontaneous and you were a happy child. Now I wonder if one day you will hurt me. Well I hope not :D You too kind...
Sarah, I simply cannot stand melancholic girls. So if she is going to mope her life away, I will have to let her go. Gosh, I like her Sarah and I don't want to hurt her.
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Let's take a break shall we:
Sarah, this song just simply reminds me of you baby, I love you so much my darling wife.
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