To some I was a crazy guy. To me I just being myself. People can say what they like, what I want to know is whether I got Chedet's top of the mind share (the vital few). Same goes with you and Goldie.
I had always been a niche market player. That was my style since I was in IBM/Mesiniaga (my first job). The vital few constitute 80% of my time. To me it is worth spending my time there because the reward also is 80% of my total take away.
Let us continue reading notes to Chedet:
Well indeed I was in my mania, the writings are pretty off the wa[s] but the intention was good. I didn't bicker or bad mouthing anybody. I was only speaking my mind off.
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I think this is my best poem so far. Without the mania I can never be this creative/sensitive:
December Postings 2016
Poem of a Political Pundit.
Woe to you of earth and sea;
For we are all besieged you see;
By the leader that can ever be;
Of corruption and kleptocracy.
He robs, steals and denies thee;
The rights every citizen should decree;
Yet he is walking around scotch-free;
As if he is above the law in absurdity.
Down goes the nation in calamity;
Not even one sympathize and pity;
For our prime minister lacks empathy;
He is only interested in only being a bully.
Sad to say the apple is rotten to the core;
Everybody looks forward to settling the score;
But turn wherever may at yore;
The things I see, I can see no more.
December 2016, my mania is still very rampant, Hahaha what a peculiar illness.
I wanted to change the world
When I was a young man, I wanted to change the world.
I found it was difficult to change the world, so I tried to change my nation.
When I found I couldn’t change the nation, I began to focus on my town. I couldn’t change the town and as an older man, I tried to change my family.
Now, as an old man, I realize the only thing I can change is myself, and suddenly I realize that if long ago I had changed myself, I could have made an impact on my family.
My family and I could have made an impact on our town.
Their impact could have changed the nation and I could indeed have changed the world.
Written by an unknown Monk around 1100 A.D.
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Early 2017 I was still pretty much a nut case. Only in October 2017 it subsided.
OK I don't need to finish reading the whole archive. I got the big picture, stay away from External Affairs. I am pretty much Mr Jones:
Therefore I keep my world small; Tetrahedron and Al Araf 7:7. Still I got Alam Shah Alam and Sparta 4964. Those two I ignore like John Nash.
Is that a good idea Sarah? Do I still talk to plants? I know, I keep my human world small. Why should I deny the rest? They are my subjects. Gosh I don't know Sarah. Help me out.
I tell you what, when I go to Lembah Kiara I'll talk to the plants. Those only I can see I ignore. Fair deal right? That way I am not being delusional.
What matters now is me controlling my interactions with those outside my circle of influence.
Those who mind don't matter don't mind, those who matter don't mind.
Damn this Bipolar illness. The problem is I don't know when I cross the Red Line.
So it is final then: NO MORE CHEDET.CC, NO MORE TRAXXFM.
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