4/12/18 I need fresh perspective

Baby, I am pretty fed up having to deal with the recurring pattern of smoking and unsmoking.  Why don't you come over here and get me off the hook?

I know if I get the dose of the natural "tobacco", I will be cured in a jiffy ROTFLMAO.

Seriously honey, I am a more cheerful person when I smoke.  Many times I relapse is because I was depressed.

Those who don't smoke may not understand.  Especially the part that where we still smoke when [] don't want it anymore.

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Well it has nothing to with the psychology of smoking.  I just need cigarettes to induce dopamine.  The alternative way is to do it with either food or exercise.  Nowadays I don't smoke like a chimney because I have Nicorette and the supplementary oils.  Otherwise I will be fidgeting for a smoke every 30 minutes.

Where else do I get my dopamine hits?  Banana? Dark Chocolate?  Pumpkin seed?  It cannot be food, I'll be fat.  How about a Japanese School Girl soiled panty?  Hahaha those pervert Nihonkans.  Although I don't mind taking a whiff at it.  You know, for the experience of it LMAO.

I think I'll buy the magnesuim chelate and B complex

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