As I said before, I enjoy your writing style because you write from the heart. The recent posting I like much:
I'm hardly the one who judge people because I kind of believe people are the way they are for a reason and nobody is perfect. That has always been instilled in my brain. So, no issues there.
Now, as a Bipolar, I had a traumatic past. I was cheated, ridiculed, ousted, belittled, back stabbed and bad mouthed by the very people I call friends, associates and partners. The word is, "Din dah gila."
Thus for many years I stop making friends. It was hurtful. It went from 2009 until May 2018 when I listened to you at Chill. I then started Tweeting you. Well, turned out you are a great company. Without me realizing, you restored my faith in humanity and thus in myself. Because of you I now am certain again.
I can feel the unconditional love coming from your big heart. Immediately I fell in love with you. Even when you moved to the Morning Show, I too migrated to be a morning person. Normally I sleep 2:00 am to 4:00 am because my blog audiences are on the other side of the hemisphere. Still I insisted to wake up in at 6:00 am because for no other reason but to hear you and your antics.
I love you Els. I really do. However, you have the potential to hurt me. All you got to do is dismiss my peculiarities and I will be back in the rut.
Today for the first time in so many months, I didn't listen to you. I am saddened that you may not believe me *wh[y] I said you are my wife for eternity. That you are Bertha the co pilot of Al Araf 7:7 and that we share a common path here and the hereafter.
* External intervention.
This picture is a model honey. This is the only way I can explain that you and me are no accident. You are my Tetrahedron. We are factors in the past, present and future. In a common language we are soulmates.
So I am coming back to your quote above; accept me warts and all. You got nothing to lose and plenty to gain as my Cyber Spouse.
Will you marry me all over again my darling, my Candle in the Dark?
Sine cera,
SJ
0 1964 33 888
5/12/18
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