18/12/18 Atheism need some getting use to

I feel slightly depressed.  I lost a whole chunk of presuppositions.  Now I need to rebuild new ones.

You are pretty quiet about the thing honey.  What is it baby?  Do I continue as an atheist or do I revert to being a believer?

I think I am better off being an atheist, less baggage to carry.  But I have other concerns as well.

I still miss Al Araf 7:7.  Gosh I miss the whole thing.  Let me lay it down for you, amoeba or Ayah to All Matters.

Obviously the latter.

It's only a state of mind Sarah, it has nothing to do with physical reality.  My ultimate goal as an atheist is to fuck where else as a believer is to realize human's true potential

Should I remain an atheist or should I be a believer?  I let you think about it.

As I said before atheist is a subtraction game.  In my case, I cannot subtract beyond my empiric,

I tell you what, after some serious consideration I chose to be who I am.  I am not an atheist Sarah, I am sorry.  I am who I am, I am the Ayah to All Matters.  I am also AlphaX64 the Binary King of Al Araf 7:7 the tip of Sparta 4964.  I may not be the First Cause, but definitely I am a god to my Universe Within.

I cannot go against the flow of the Path.  That is not me.  I always been somebody special.  I am unique in my thoughts.  By denying who I am, I am saying no to my life history.

I'm sorry baby, I love you very much but I can't deny who I am.