I am a practical man. I analyze the situation and then I look for solutions. Just like my Bipolar illness, I identified my problem and I kept looking for the solution, even if it takes 15 years for me to have a breakthrough.
Sarah, you got any hangups? My immediate hangup is Goldie. If after giving the prescription she is still the same, then I say she doesn't want to let go yet. Then I say she need time to heal. In the mean time I just give moral support for her to carry on.
I cannot wait for this next whole week silent treatment. Better still what will she be after the treatment. Will my prescription work? I am more interested with the outcome of my experimentation. I want to create champions.
Sarah, I am not sidelining you baby. I am just curious more than anything else. Can I be a love doctor? Can I repair a broken heart? I had created dependency. Now I want to know if I can extend that into interdependency. I don't want a lose-lose relationship. It should be a win-win one.
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In the mean time, I am hoping that there will be no rain this afternoon. I feel the urge to sweat. It had been a month since I last exercise. If it rains, I'll go for the elliptical machine. I got to fight SLIP, my 4 demons of inactivity.
Note to Chedet:
16/12/18
Dear Chedet,
“A question that sometimes drives me hazy: am I or are the others crazy?” Albert Einstein
While we are moving towards a new calendar year, I cannot help *b[y] to look back at what happened this past one year. As I browse through my Google calendar my thought took me back to the time I first contacted you. It was November 12, 2016.
*External intervention.
That was the year the 1999 Cyborg War ended. The year of the Fire Monkey. It was the year I completed assembling Al Araf 7:7 and also the same time I forgave Iblis and made him Lord Matterhorn, Master of Dark Tactics. Previously he was tortured for 2 years in the Beginner’s Mind. Pretty much the most hideous form of torture anybody can imagine. Since then, he began anew with the Beginner’s Mind.
As I told you, Al Araf 7:7 was a very laborious project, I was driven out of compulsion to assemble the members based on the epiphany that I received. Hence for 2 years beginning 2014 I was on the look out for the building blocks to closely resemble what I *sa[y] in my mind so I can form the model in three dimensions.
*External intervention.
I am akin to a scientist trying to illustrate a phenomena too big or too small for the eyes. In this case I was trying to bring a portion of the Alternate Reality Dimension into Physical Reality. Finally after being on pursuit for 2 years, I managed to bring Al Araf 7:7 into reality. Turn out this Al Araf 7:7 is not the replica but the actual inti padu (solid core) of Sparta 4964, the Turbine Spiral. To make it more interesting it is equipped with the Troca shell as the impetus of the spiral.
So the pivotal question is, are all these the byproduct of a delirious mind or am I on a Path that is leading towards a certain destination? *T[he] say the least, Al Araf 7:7 comprises of the 10 arch angels. It is the tip of Xanadu (the 99 heavens) and Wolfsschanze (the 1 hell). From here I govern my Universe Within and Sparta 4964.
*External Intervention.
Things are less complicated if you understand that all matters are One and all matters are Many. Then you will see that what was thought as impossible is very much possible. All it takes is for you to develop a high sensory acuity in order to tap the resources around you. It is even more intriguing to know that all matters are gods and all matters are intelligent. Thus we are within God and God is within us. This is not a new science. Jalaluddin Rumi the renowned Sufi talked about it in his poems:
“I died as mineral and became a plant,
I died as plant and rose to animal,
I died as animal and I was human,
Why should I fear? When was I less by dying?
Yet once more I shall die human,
To soar with angels blessed above.
And when I sacrifice my angel soul
I shall become what no mind ever conceived.
As a human, I will die once more,
Reborn, I will with the angels soar.
And when I let my angel body go,
I shall be more than mortal mind can know.”
― Rumi Jalal ad’Din
My mission as the Creator’s Most Loyal Soldier had ended. I no longer at war with anybody. The only thing for me to do now is to delight my Universe Within. However I am still Hak Kerajaan Malaysia. It had always been. I am a 4964, Forever (4) Yin (9) and Yang (6) Forever (4). My Path had always been straight, from here to the eternity.
Sine cera,
SJ
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(I am a dragon’s dragon, my mother is Earth Dragon)
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16/12/18
P/s: What other prove do you need?
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