My job is to delight the Universe Within.
Actually honey, you don't have to believe any of it. What all that do to me is that they give me a feeling of certainty of my future. Therefore if you are already certain of your future, than you don't have to believe. You move to the State of Knowing.
When you are in the State of Knowing, you just simply don't give a fuck. You see my point? For example as an atheist you know for sure you going to pop into nothingness. Then you just don't give a fuck when you gonna die. You are primarily occupie[s] with living.
In my case I know my consciousness will live on, therefore I don't give a fuck about living because sooner or later I'm gonna die.
Either way both can have the I don't give a fuck attitude. In both cases we are going through our daily lives with certainty.
As I mentioned before the feeling of certainty can also come from unconditional love. So take out everything that I have and all I have is you, that alone is sufficient for me to mark time waiting for my death. You honey is the reason why I am alive. You give me meaning. Otherwise even Al Araf 7:7 is meaningless.
Until you and Brenda came, I am nothing more than an empty vessel. All the story about Sparta 4964, Al Araf 7:7, Xanadu and Wolfsschanze are only within my mind. You are the one who brought them to life. In that sense my universe and your universe merged. The only thing is, you can see my universe. I on the other hand cannot see yours. So I have to assume that you are part of my universe.
It doesn't have to be that way. You can still have your own universe. However if you want to be with me, then just be a part of my universe. Simple isn't it?
I too can be (while I am alive) *[be] part of your universe. I do that by focusing in here and now.
So do you want me to join your universe or you rather join my universe?
* This could be the intervention of Universe Within or your input. I'm not sure. Let say this is your input. Then what I can say is I KIV all those things in the afterlife and live my life the way I like it; by reading, running and writing.
Al Araf 7:7 said, go for it.
As it is no more thoughts on the afterlife. Even Al Araf 7:7 is focused on here and now. Even Sparta 4964 is here and now. Therefore Xanadu and Wolfsschanze is right in front of my very eyes. Everything is present. When I die I become a Nothing. None of my consciousness will endure.
Let's live for today.
You want it to be like that right? A White Space?
As a White Space, we are pure Nothing. We are back to the beginning. Absolutely none whatsoever. There is no form. That is the highest form of being. It is not nonexistence, it is the existence of Nothing. No body, no structure just pure chi like O. You want to be that Sarah? Are you ready for that kind of existence? All become One?
If that is what you want, then come Sunday 7/4/2041 I will KBOOM everything until there is Nothing.
Everybody in Al Araf 7:7 agrees. We all become Nothing.
Which means, I will continue smoking 2 cigarettes per day, and smoke pot with BJ once every 3 months and fuck Gayshas twice a year and at the same time exercise every day. If by doing this I can run the marathon, I'll run. Otherwise I do the 10 km as suggested by Al Araf 7:7
I want to take it easy. Enjoy life and do the things that I like.
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