In the end I have to decide, do I want to be sucked into melancholy?
No I don't. I want to build on the greater good. I want a continuous upward spiral.
That is why I am bad in playing this kind of game. I don't have the heart nor the patience.
So tomorrow MUST be a snap vanish. The easiest way is not to listen to the radio. But if I don't listen I won't have information to act.
If I follow Sarah's advice, I should RIP Cord. OK I think it will happen sooner or later. I will wait until after year end then. By 2019 I should be concentrating on my run. By then I only listen to the final hour.
Anyway this relationship doesn't hold water. Unless she is the win-win type.
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