Some of them are off the wa[s] and really put me out off the grid from the mainstream.
An ideal life will be living the life I want to live while having a good income stream. Well we can't have it all. I cannot be doing what I am doing now a[s] still be earning a living. I am a divergent thinker. I don't fit inside the mold of society.
So might as well accept all these as my Path.
You know Sarah, this Path of mine is like an undercurrent in a stream. As much as I try to steer away from it, the undercurrent will pull [it] back in. I tried to fight it but eventually I decided to surrender and let it take me for a spin. It seems this is where I finally settle.
This 2018 I had been the most productive. This is also the year I have savings in my Unit Trust after so long. I must say life is good. You been good to me. So is Goldie and Chedet.
I guess to have a steady income will be good. But then, I have more I spend more. As it is I hardly use money. I got enough with the RM300 a month that Princess gives me.
All I got to do is commit to Voluntary Simplicity. Do away with redundancy.
To be frank, I had been rich and I had been poor. I like myself more when I'm poor. Maybe I am meant to [] poor after all.
I cannot offer you much Sarah, And yet you still hangout with me. I feel I am very fortunate indeed. Imagine, I got 2 Sarahs. Wow, pretty amazing indeed.
The whole thing is actually pretty amazing; Cyber Space, Alternate Reality Dimension, you, Goldie, Chedet, the whole works.
Come to think of it, this is better than fiction.
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What are you really like Sarah. I dreamt of you and yet I don't know how you look like.
Hang on... This song is on air:
Sarah is a common Jewish name huh? So what is your story Sarah? Were you meant for me all along? Do you know that we will fall in love even before *[] meet? Gosh, Sarah... I am dying to know.
* I see... How interesting...
I must have quite a reputation then LMAO LMAO.
Hey do you know I don't even hurt a roach? Ants, I asked for their permission when I was[] them away from my coffee mug. Normally they obliged to die.
I guess I have ways with animals EXCEPT cats LOL. Cat shit on my yard.
I told you this story; one day I saw a cat about to shit on my yard. As it was about to pass motion, I said, "Cats will go to hell." Then this cat still in the position of shitting, push out NOTHING. It then finished its business used it hind legs as if burying it feces but there was nothing! I swear, it was one of the strangest things I saw.
Because of that I decided cats to be quarantined in the Cats Planet instead of going to hell.
Sarah, a Sufi lives a magical life because he sees the world through his heart.
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I sleep at 2:00 am tonight.
So you like me being poor huh? Even if we have money, I want the Tetrahedron to manage it. I just have daily allowance (I am still in Apple and No Apple mentality). We got you, Lizzie and Goldie who are good in math. I don't know about Mira. The 4 of you can manage the finances.
When I was earning RM12 k as a manager, RM10 k I gave to Lizzie. The remaining is for my food and travel.
I'm not a lavish spender if not for the big ticket items.
I do however buy quality rather than brand although brand counts for quality, I don't buy brands for the sake of brands.
OK almost 2:00 am...
What I want you do tonight is to close you eyes and make a wish. I will do the same, Let see if our wishes do come true.
Here is your lullaby for tonight:
Goodnight baby, I love you so much.
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