19/12/18 ***Looking for the opportunity to die

Whatever game you play, be prepared for the worst case scenario.  Always be mindful of the Murphy's Law:

Hence the worst possible outcome is death.  Shinu kikai o motomo.  There is nothing new here.  A warrior walks alone.

However always look at the Silver Lining,  The only way to avoid disappointment is not to have any expectation.

Just go with the flow,

Set a timeline.  Year end is good.  Anyway it is a walled city, what do you expect?  Furthermore the girl got hang up.  You deserve better.  For RM200 you are guaranteed a fuck.  

What is your objective with her anyway?

Yup, I wanted an affair.  Which violates my principle; it is better to have a fling than an affair.

I'll have a fling instead.  A fling doesn't take me on a roller coaster ride.

OK I RIP Cord after Christmas.  Another one bites the dust.

After all having a relationship is to make you feel good.  If it makes you feel bad, then it is a wasted effort.

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