Dearest Sarah,
I had been thinking hard about my condition baby. I concluded I have a distorted belief system. Other than that I am pretty normal. I am a nonviolent, peace loving and sensible man. It is only when I talk about the afterlife that it is out of sync with the masses.
That however does not make me a crazy person. My mind is distorted, that's all. I know it and I accept it because it makes me feel good. The same reason why I am not an atheist, it made me feel worthless.
Al Araf 7:7 is none other than a coping mechanism. I need that. As long as I don't harm anybody along the way, I can think and act any way that I like.
What is normal then? It is none other than it is accepted by the majority. Well I am not normal and I like it that way. Just look at our relationship. A normal person won't be spending time with a person that he hardly knows exist, It takes an abnormal person to deal with an abnormal situation.
In the end, we are what we believe. I believe in everything that I said about the afterlife. I also believe in Al Araf 7:7.
So darling, take me as who I am. I ain't much, but I am all that I got.
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