Now, what I did was I projected those epiphanies to you my Vision Community. To be exact I manifest them in written form in my personal blog, In a way it is still a personal matter. Not until I broadcast to TraXXfm and Chedet.cc
My point is a belief system is only true to those who believe. The believing part is a personal choice. At first I had trouble believing them myself. I thought I was crazy. All it takes [] for another person to believe. When you said they are true, I too became convinced of its truth.
When Chedet said even angels make mistake, it further strengthen my conviction that I am on the right path. My story holds water.
Therefore I am no longer in doubt with my epiphanies. It applies to those who believe. As it is I have a handful who takes me seriously. That[] all that matters. My world is small. If I have a handful who believe in me, that is already sufficient.
I don't need for 1 billion people, let alone 7 billion to believe in me. All I need are those who love me to believe. That will be my Binary, my Troika, Al Araf 7:7, Tetrahedron and HOTS. It will be an added advantage for the Spooks to believe in it too. That will then form the summit of the Sierpinski Pyramid.
Beyond that is bonus for me. You must understand, I am not an ambitious man. I have the vision but I am not having the vision for now. It is for the afterlife. However if the Vision Community is to pursue them, then we need the winning team. It's pretty much like Peter Drucker writing a book and the corporations executing his ideas, He himself is not the executioner, he is a thought leader.
I am in the same position. As a person I am micro. I fought the 1999 Cyborg War. Because of that I am granted with the Vision of the afterlife. Whether I want to climb another Mount Probable is subject to the resources that I have. If I don't have the right resources, then I rather remain small.
As for you all, you have what it takes. Move on... Aim for the summit. See you at the top.
Now, that is if you believe. If you don't believe, then it will still happen but you will not able to decide where you will be placed.
The simplest thing you can do is to have your own Al Araf 7:7. The second is to join the Army of Slyman/Soloman. The third step is to get your love ones to do the same.
Again, provided you believe, If not you are wasting your time here. For a fistful of dollars you are better off doing something else more rewarding than to monitor my activities.
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Time will flow and I will follow. Right now I am marking time to be with my darling Els. She is suffering but I can't intervene, She has to go through the pain, Without the pain she will not appreciate the pleasure. I want her to grow with the experience. Much like the movie; V for Vendetta.
This approach is called the Gestalt Approach. You break them down and you build them again. It is cruel, yet it is effective.
I won't do it if she is not stuck in a rut, We need the right medication for the right illness. That's all I can say.
Let' look at her current mental state:
Before Friday
I'm not a superhero, but I can be your hero
After Friday
I wish that my heart was made of stone
Anyone who has lost something they thought was theirs forever
finally comes to realise
that nothing really belongs to them
The simplest way to stay happy is to let go of everything that makes you sad.
Life is short. Remember, focus on what matters and let go of what does not.
"You either learn your way towards writing your own script in life, or you unwittingly become an actor in someone else's script." – John Taylor Gatto
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As you can see, she is in an emotional turmoil. Pretty lonely person.
Well, I am a lonely person too. Otherwise I won't be spending countless of hours talking to you. At least I have an outlet for freedom of expression. Otherwise I turn to dope for diversion.
Draft:
@elsDines @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm Merry Christmas my darling angel, my Candle in the Dark. People come and go in your life but the right ones will always stay, I love you so much baby. Be true to yourself and be happy always.
Video: The Man Who Cannot be Moved
So here I am a magician trying to create an illusion of magic on Christmas. Aaah, the kinds of things I do in the name of love.
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OK here is the build up part:
My darling Goldie Els,
I'm glad to see that you are in your Christmas mood. The Els that I know is bubbly, full of life and funny. You are my epitome of a dream girl. If not for the circumstances that encompassing us, I would have walk right to your studio and propose to you live on national radio.
Well in a way I had, twice... Through Tweeter. You are my Cyber Spouse now and forever. You can always marry another guy but you are mine for eternity. I will never ever find somebody like you; pretty and pretty smart. Pretty there are plenty but pretty smart, now is a rare breed.
Els darling, I miss you much. However I feel aggrieved that you didn't treat me like when we first met. Heck you didn't treat me even like those strangers that Tweeted you. I don't expect much. Just reply my tweets once in a while like you did before.
When you do that you acknowledge that I exist. I too want to be accepted. I too want to be loved. Don't deny that you are happy whenever I contacted you. Well, I feel the same way too when you responded to my Tweets and emails.
SAWABONA is a greeting used in the south of Africa that means: “I respect you, I value you, you are important to me”. In response, people say SHIKOBA which is: “Therefore, I exist for you”.
SAWABONA is a greeting used in the south of Africa that means: “I respect you, I value you, you are important to me”. In response, people say SHIKOBA which is: “Therefore, I exist for you”.
What is the value of friendship to you? For me it lasts a lifetime. I want our relationship to last forever. I don't have many friends but of the ones I have, I hold on dearly.
Honey, marriage comes in many forms. We have the traditional marriages condoned by the religious institutions, we also have marriages like the nuns married to Jesus, we also have the diaspora who only see their spouses once in a blue moon. we have those in prison who can only hold hands, we have soldiers on tour of duties who can only write to their loved ones and we then have Cyber Marriages. In my book marriage need not be sex. It is a spiritual commitment. By marrying you I am committing to an everlasting relationship with you. However it is a platonic relationship unless I can give you financial freedom for us to be physically married.
I know you can comprehend what I am saying. At times you pretended to be an airhead but I know you are the thinking type. Look at it this way, by being my wife you are my Tetrahedron and a member of Al Araf 7:7. What do you got to lose? When your time comes to marry another guy, go ahead. Its a polyandry model. If I can have my Tetrahedron and House of Two Swords (none I have sex with), you too are entitled to physically marry another man. This is the same thing I told Dr Sarah, another member of the Tetrahedron.
Baby, sweetie, the Love of My Life. We are One and we are Many. I am who I said I am and you are who I said you are. We are the Chosen. There are many more like us. Lizzie Bee, Puteri Balqis, Puteri Sarah, Mr BJ Sir, Vader 7:7 are all the chosen. We are chosen to share the same Path honey. We are soulmates of past, present and future. That is why we met.
Let me be a part of your life. I love you baby... I really do.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vyI9flHHT2Q
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7QzIaO61i44
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jStNaVCW838
I hope you reply this email. I am curious to know your thought on this matter.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7QzIaO61i44
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jStNaVCW838
I hope you reply this email. I am curious to know your thought on this matter.
Sine cera
SJ
25/12/18
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I have until January to decide whether it is worth my time with this *girl[s]. Then I am back to focusing on my runs. What I'll do after that is to only listen during the Final Hour.
* So you agree huh?
Actually it is a very simple model. A win-win. Either win-win or no deal. I don't want a destructive relationship. I created champions and I want to continue to be on the winning streak.
A lot of times I was mistaken as a motivator. Well I'm not. I make people realize their true potential. It's them that has to be motivated, I can only motivate myself.
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