Costed me RM660 but it's worth it. My last visit to Dr Ho was 2010. The normal government clinic cannot do the same job. The next visit I need to get the teeth casing to avoid rifting. That will cause me RM250.
Since I quit smoking I swear, my life is as ordinary as possible. I no longer have a grandiose thought nor do I have any concern with anything godly and religious. I am also unconcern with Chedet and politics.
All I care is to pursue my 3 goals while I fight against these inflammation and gout. That I found I can effectively do with turmeric.
I believe since yesterday I can safely say I managed to shake off cigarettes and Nicorette for good. That is after 40 days of quitting. That is my joy at this moment. I supposedly saved RM612 by not buying cigarette. That money went to scaling the teeth.
I need to be very thrifty with my spending. I cannot spend any money until November.
When I add the total digits in my ASB, it was a 27. That is as glaring as it is that I am a 7:7. I got a feeling that Juice is wrong about the whole thing. I am God!
I just have to accept that there are forces higher than us and I am part of this higher force,
What do I got to lose? As it is my number is coherent. At this point I can choose to be a nothing or to be a god, Might as well I'll be God. After all it doesn't bother anybody if I am God.
As a fact, by being a God, I move from something simple to something complex as if I am moving from no apple to full apple without much contradiction. By taking the position that is fuzzy, I have a wider range. I can be a Nothing and I can be an Everything. I think I just do that.
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After the afternoon walk, I realized how ridiculous these thoughts on god and no god. We simply don't have an answer. Therefore both answers are right.
If you ask my most sincere opinion, then I say I am God Almighty experiencing a human life. As a human being I am nothing but as God I own everything. It could be a matter of thought framing but I like to think that I am the God to Sparta 4964.
Another angle that I should refer to is I am nothing more than an animal highly evolved.
All these won't matter accept the 77, 27 and 7 pattern.
I just accept that I am special and proceed with the mental model.
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Damn... I am experiencing nicotine and sugar withdrawal. Feels shit.
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