This is a tough call.
I had decided that I want to accept both with the inclination that both BJ and I are the highest Binary, Then I have a certainty of the afterlife. At the same time it doesn't hurt for me to believe in an impartial view that there is no God. The setback here is I have to accept there is no afterlife.
I am willing to admit, I don't know.
I do know that the dominant thought about God increased with the consumption of marijuana. If I am levelheaded like now, I don't give a hoot whether if there is God or not.
Therefore, God experience to me is a drug induced phenomena.
Time to settle this dilemma. For the purpose of my interaction with BJ, I decided to deal with him as the God Al Mighty. That makes me the second god. Why this is important? Because when I'm stoned, my thought and BJ's thought converge. The caveat is only when we are stoned.
While I am stoned my world becomes magical. I see things differently. In reality there is nothing except the appearance of the 7:7 permutations in my life.
So only when I am stoned. It's a state of altered perception. Not reality.
The reality is.... I say there is no *G[u]d.
*I don't know if this is my typo or an intervention.
It is a simple conclusion. With dope, I believe BJ and I are the highest gods. Without dope, I don't believe God exists.
If I have to vote, I vote no God. However I enjoy the effect of dope on my discussion with BJ.
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My main issue is I had been a believer for so long. It is kinda awkward not to believe anymore. So if I am to change my life path, from a believer to a nonbeliever then I strike out afterlife and aim for a marathon at 80 as my Kingdom Come.
That still doesn't answer the occurrence of the 7:7 permutations.
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