Perhaps I just make songs request just like anybody else. Even that I don't feel like it.
I just listen. Forget about Empires of the Minds. NOBODY CARES!
I was in my own bubble. Right Juice?
Everybody is just into themselves. Nobody gives a hoot about what other people think. Everybody is only into me, myself and I.
I know this because there is no multiplier effect of what I did for the past 20 years. Everything is just the way it is.
Perhaps I didn't sell the benefits well enough. Or perhaps Sparta 4964 is too far fetch an idea to most people.
And yet the Chaos Theory is in motion:
What should I do then? Well, back to personal journaling and the pursue of excellence. The Universe Within it is.
Gosh, I feel like a failure Juice. It's OK... I only spend 5 months on this effort.
All I want is to share the glory of Sparta 4964 with those I care. It's not working. Each person already carve a mold for himself.
I think I better quit. It is a futile effort. I am a lousy salesman LOL.
Oh well, let me celebrate today with Ayam Penyet:
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Had a good lunch. With coconut and everything. Then I whacked the 3-in-1 coffee and a coffee bun. The cold rainy weather sure makes me hungry.
I decided to just write to you. I'd been thinking, no more External Affairs. If I can survive for 1 year with Brenda, I don't see why I cannot manage by just being with you.
All in all, I still got Al Araf 7:7 to communicate. So I am not entirely repressed from expressing myself.
With Els, I'll give her moral support once in a while.
I just be who I am from this point on.
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