28/11/18 I wanted to Snap Vanish from the blog many times

I thought about it even now.  But the issue is how do I Snap Vanish from my thoughts?

I need somebody to validate these thoughts.  At times I think I am permanently crazy.  Isn't crazy people lose touch with reality?

Is my thought a reality?  These are the questions I need answers to.

My only reality is Al Araf 7:7  The rest are models.  Even Al Araf 7:7  a model.  I am living in the Matrix.  The blog is imprisoning me.  I am within a thought paradigm.  Not reality.

Every[] is virtual, nothing is real.  Those graphics that I use to illustrate my epiphanies are only representations.  There is no Turbine Spiral, there is no Regiment 136, there is no Honeycomb 7.

They are just thoughts.  The question is, can I trust my thoughts?  What constitute an epiphany and what is mere fantasy?  Gosh I don't know.

Is Al Araf 7:7 real or are they just figurines?

So in the end what you believe is real to you ONLY.

If that is the case, I am in a very exclusive position.  I have a whole universe as my imagination.

Is that what happened to the schizophrenic?  They are enclosed within themselves?

Personally I like being in this position.  I don't need books or movies to escape to anymore.  I just entertain my own thoughts.  I become my own best friend.

If that is the case Al Araf 7:7 is a bonus.

I don't know Sarah, I am probably a bad influence to you.  That is why I want to Snap Vanish.

I feel like I am not in touch with reality.

I don't belong here.  I am now operating from a different plane.  Too far in the future.

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