That question keeps [i]n coming back to me.
I asked a doctor the same question once. She said I am not, it's just my brain chemical is imbalanced.
If that is the case the actions I did with the blogs and tweets are of a sound minded person.
Regardless of the labeling, I am sure glad I can use the Bipolar as an excuse. Actually all these while, I just follow my instinct. Every step is calculated. I normally see the final point and then I work toward the destination. Stephen Covey termed this as Begin with the End in Mind. Therefore the end is the first place to start.
Heck Juice, I don't think you will hang out with me if I am crazy, do you?
Juice, I really look forward to see you. Last night I fantasized that I have a few million Ringgit and able to sponsor you coming here. I figured at least I need RM5 million to be able to start a new life with the Tetrahedron. The problem is, where do I find that kind of money?
Then I remember... You are here with me always. Hey, what you did with the Value of Certainty was fantastic. You should do that kind of thing more often. It is a confident booster for me.
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I am a mess, am I? The thing that worry me much is I am getting older. When you reach my age you will understand. The mind is still like I am in my twenties but my body is a wreck. I cannot run fast. The body is aging Juice.
You know something, prior to the Paliperidone jab in 2014, I never had issue with being overweight or no motivation to run. Now the inertia is pretty obvious.
I am fighting with my own shadow, definitely.
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