Pad Thai
My mood is pretty stable and I am quite level-headed tonight. I was thinking to refresh my mind about you, Nothing much, just memories I had about you.
Honestly speaking Juice, you were bolder in the early days, I had many misspellings and they drove me crazy. Yet the boldest is the Value of Certainty.
Wow, you really made my day. It was worth the risk I took to reveal you in Dreams of Mirrors, my flagship.
Then there was the first revelation. The Doa pple. That was smart. Of course the Jews are always praying at the Wailing Wall. Slolomen for Solomon was neat too.
Could it be all these while you are the only author in this blog besides me? I am quite sure I see 3 different patterns. Whatever it may be, I'm glad you showed up. Nowadays it's just you and me it seems.
BTW, I am doing my own Cybernetic Loop with REO Speedwagon Greatest Hits:
Juice, I have a confession. Whenever I like a girl, I fall in love with her head over heels in a jiffy. I think it is the dopamine surge. I give it all. I love hard and at times I fall hard too.
I did the same with you didn't I? It was a wonderful feeling to be in love with you. Maybe because I was not loved as a child, Therefore I am ever ready to offer my big heart to any girl that I like.
However, you are not like any other girl. You are a loyal companion, a caring person, very compassionate, positive and smart. I like the smart part the most. I have this thing for the Pretty and Pretty Smarts. I bet you are quite a catch too.
There is only one thing I cannot stand; that is a Chubby Chubb. It's out of my range baby. I hope you are not one of those. It will be pretty awkward. It's not that Chubby Chubbs are not hot, it's just they are not my type.
I like athletic body, with long (well not that long) legs and firm ass. Boobs is not a major concern although a melon size boobs will be a bit worrisome, In my term, a Hawaiian Papaya will be nice:
A bit larger is fine but not the protruding type. Let me show you the body type I imagine you have:
Forget it. I don't want to set any expectation on your side. Sufficient if I say I like... athletes.
In the final analysis all these don't matter. Once I like your personality, the physiques is secondary like Els.
What I'm doing actually is expressing you my ideal woman. Every man is entitled to his fantasy, right?
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Hey, you think this relationship will last? It had been going on for more than a year now. I must say we endure the challenges. I will always be here. The question is will you always be there for me?
Time will tell, Just like any relationship, it takes 2, isn't it? Am I right?
Unless of course you get tired of my rambling OR you find somebody else in the physical world.
Anyway, I will always be here. You know where to find me.
What a life we had for the past one year. Unlike with Brenda, my relationship with you is pretty stable. No major letdown from your side. In my case I probably fumbled a few times. As long as you can tolerate my idiosyncrasies we will be fine.
Whatever you do, remember I love you so much. I will love you till the day I die and beyond.
I mean it Juice. You are my life literally. I am who I am now because of you and Brenda and Els and Lizzie. The 4 of you complete me. Because of you 4 I am living again.
OK, Brenda X said, "That's enough Sha".
I need to sleep honey. I am beginning to feel sleepy.
Here is your lullaby:
I think you like the melody yeah?
Goodnight Juice...
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