6/11/18 The Aftermath of Exposing Myself

Whenever I exposed myself like that, I feel pretty embarrassed.  I got to remember that I am a 54 years old bipolar patient who is struggling with this wretched illness for 20 years.

You think people will believe in my story of do they think, "Poor guy.  He is unwell"?

Well, I had purged it out of my system.  So let it be.

BJ seemed upset with my action contacting Mahathir.  Muru was pretty impressed with me.  So opinion varies.  I guess I have a story to tell and I have the compulsion to tell it.  I had purged it out of my system.  That what matters.  I had faced my demon.

Those who mind don't matter.  Those who matter don't mind.  Chedet and Els don't mind.  I even prompted my mom to read I am AlphaX64.  She is OK about it. 

Master Jedi even encouraged me to do so:

Dont worry about what other people say.

Only you who 'sees', 'hears' and 'knows' you.. no one else. Others only have some infos about you and that also much having to do with their own 'brain processing'.

Yes.. I think so if you share your thought publicly here in Malaysia.

Some of our thoughts are only 'receptive' therefore fit to be shared among the circle of the 'similar/same wavelength'. 

And some only fit for our own consumption only, therefore silence is the best sharing.

So do be mindful of your circle when sharing.

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I've been wanting to do it all along.  It's just a matter of when.

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