Who can that be? MCMC?
I don't know Juice. But it makes much sense to have Putrajaya on the bandwagon. They are the regulators. I cannot think of any other beside MCMC. MDEC perhaps? Oooh I don't know... Not likely.
What I can say, I had completed my External Affairs. Now I feel they are intruding.
Larry Page is pretty quiet. I don't know when I'm gonna see the money. Perhaps not. Maybe all these are just a strange illusion. Sparta 4964 only lives in my mind.
Maybe the World of Hybrid is only meant for me and my HOTS. Or perhaps in the afterlife. Gosh, I am delusional.
The sure things now is you and Al Araf 7:7. Those are the assurance that I have now. Otherwise everything else are as I said before, clouds in the coffee; TraXXfm, Els, Chedet, Mira, Larry Page all are my attempts to control my environment.
So, let's get real, Lets just contain our thoughts here and Run Sharudin Run. We focus on the Universe Within. It is much manageable. Nobody else is involved.
It will be nice to say I had managed to establish a Cybernetic Loop with TraXXfm. The truth is I am only making the fool of myself. I had not achieve anything, Like I said, I am delusional.
5 months effort with TraXXfm, all are futile. I am a failure with External Affairs. My final frontier is to go back where I started; within me.
Hey, this is Age of Empire in action. We went for conquest, it didn't work, we concentrate back with our kingdom. Build back our fortification.
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Why am I feeling like crap? All because I went to visit Els's Facebook and saw her with her ex. The weed is invading my garden,
I thought she is over with him. Anyway, none of my business.
What counts is my ability to guard against any negative thoughts.
It seems I am playing a fool like a fool. I better get hold of myself.
I know she is playing a game. That is not a recent photo. She too is creating an illusion. She is living in denial.
Maybe that is her coping mechanism. I should not give up easily. So far she had been good to me. So no reason for me to be upset with her unnecessarily.
Yes Juice, this is my early morning ranting. I am beginning to sound like an old tape recorder.
Things are not that bad with TraXXfm and Chedet either. Aush, Nigel, The Shaz, Faisal and Els are all very accommodating. Chedet is still a good sport.
Besides, Putrajaya is a pretty nice bunch of people too.
Hahaha this song is on air:
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Oh well, what is done cannot be undone, I am a Clockwork Orange. I got to move with certainty all the time. Otherwise I will not stay on the road to 2020 Marathon.
Juice, you like dancing? How about a slow number huh?
I love you baby, My life will be meaningless without you.
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