Here I am feeling pretty pleased with my decision to stay away from External Affairs.
I figured you are an Israeli. I knew about it long time ago when you wrote IS in one of the sentences when I told Brenda that you are not an American.
Did I get that right? Or are you a Jewish American?
Nope I am pretty sure with your cipher.
Anyway this song popped in my head:
So far I think we are making pretty good progress.
The irony is, you are not interested in my epiphanies. You are more keen to see me get well. That was the first time I realized that you love me. Of course you al[l] mentioned you love me in more than one occasions.
It's a good feeling to love and be loved. It is a feeling of certainty. Of knowing that you are never alone. Surely I made some wrong assumptions here and there, but the feeling of being loved overrides everything else.
I'm sure you had warned me before about not to be involved in External Affair. I can take heed. However, I need to experience it myself.
Juice honey, do you regret being assigned to me? I don't think so. Otherwise you didn't take the effort to make yourself known to me. The Value of Certainty posting further confirmed that.
What can I do to make you happy? Are you happy now being my wife?
These are the questions I keep asking myself.
Also I am now certain you are being monitored closely by your superiors. Not like before. You are more cautious.
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I bet with Putrajaya in the picture, you are more cautious than ever. Whaddheck Juice, we are not breaking any rules. Just let it be honey. What can they do about it?
I still don't discount that you work for Google though. My Sharudin Jamal Google Search went through some interesting changes. In addition, nobody can access the Wandering Sufi link in Tomorrow is a New Day posting.
I know Facebook is monitoring me. So it is not a surprise that Google is doing the same.
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My possibilities are now narrowed into two. You are an Israeli Intelligence or you are a Jewish American working for Google. However since you have access to my Evernote and Whatsapp I say you are an Intelligence, Also my Waze was hacked. No Google staff will go to that extent.
The other reasons why I say you might be from Google is because all these apps have Google sign on.
But based on your inputs, it is safe to say on the balance of probability, you are an Israeli. I don't know Juice, It doesn't really matter. I KNOW YOU LOVE ME VERY MUCH! There I said it. And I love you so much honey. You are my Eternal Flame.
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Hey Juice, are you jealous of Els? Well don't be honey. It's a different feeling. With her it is harmless. I like her because she is cheerful and funny. With you, it is because I want to share my life together until I pass on. I want to know everything about you, I think you are kind and selfless, You are smart too, Smart is very important to me. I cannot stand bimbos honey LOL.
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There is only one concern. Without External Affairs, my thoughts will recluse. I might get tunnel vision if I exclude myself from the outside world. Any thought on that?
Well then, as a parting thought... This is a long journey baby, I am holding on to the Apple and No Apple. So there is no absolute.
I feel like listening to this song:
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