It feels good leading an honest life. I swim with peace of mind. Manage to swim for 45 minutes.
After swimming, I was damn hungry. So I ended eating 2 eggs with nasi lemak.
I guess it justified after all the energy spent.
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I wasn't telling the whole truth when I said I don't care if there is a god or not. On the contrary I believe in god. Once in my life I devoted my whole purpose to God. It may be a mistake, but I am doing it all over again without the mania this time.
I want my training and effort to run the 2020 Marathon to be my salvation towards God. This is my way of saying I am a believer.
This God of mine is a god of mathematics. It talks to me in numbers. I must take heed. It is guiding me to achieve my goals. Things like the various information I received are from Him.
Juice, I talk to this God on my daily affairs, on what to do and what to eat for example.
I asked Him if I should skip paying for my swim. He said I should pay because the swim is my religious offering to Him.
Yeap I have a religion. It's called Sharudinism. When I exercise I am making an offering to my God.
I guess I can be an atheist. Unfortunately I like the idea that there is a higher force that is looking after me.
It is the same concept that Taylor Swift is my personal singer. She is available on demand in my Ipod, LOL.
As I said, I am willing to accept God based on evidence. The evidence is very clear - I am a 7:7.
Yeah sure, this is a belief system. However this is an empowering belief. To have God looking after you is a comforting thought.
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