- I am happy to believe in a god
- I am happy to have Bipolar
- I am happy to have a few good friends
- I am happy I can control my smoking
- I am happy I am physically active every day
- I am happy I smoke pot with BJ once in a while
- I am happy I am a free man
- I am happy I don't owe anybody money
I think I stop asking money from Munek. I stop seeing him and Zizi.
Money is not everything. I can make do with whatever Balqis gives me.
I can do away with cosmetics and supplement. I just take coconut oil and butter.
Even Nicorette gotta stop
I got to minimize as much as I can now that I got to spend RM10.60 on swimming.
Time to live a straight life.
I don't want to be leeching on anybody even though no money is despairing. I don't want to be greedy either.
If I don't buy things I have enough to spare for swimming.
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In that sense I need dopamine to make me happy. Once in a while I smoke dope to reset my dopamine. Otherwise I continue with my workouts.
Other people don't really matter. I got:
- The Coconut Man
- The Cute Pharmacy Girl - Need to buy [be] Ferro Rocher
- Aqis for tennis
- BJ
- Rosli
- Lizzie
- Sarah
- Kadir
- Glen
That's about it. I cannot have too many people. I got a routine to take care.
My aim is to be able to run 10 km in 1 hour. Not much for socializing.
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