- I am god to my Universe Within
- All matters are gods
- All matters are intelligent
- There is an afterlife
- There will be Judgement of Heaven
- Dope makes me crazy
- There is no absolute answer except mathematics
- We believe what we choose to believe
On the contrary:
- I am delusional
- There is no god
- There is no afterlife
- When we die we pop like a balloon
- All these doesn't matter
- Live life to the fullest
I tried living as an atheist but I didn't like it. It didn't explain the epiphanies that I experienced. Furthermore I will lose my connection I had with God, Izrael and Iblis. Where is the fun in that.
The numbers are coherent. Should I ignore that? Maybe all these are only meant for me to see.
Maybe it's all the play *[with] my mind. I do feel the difference between when I am stoned as compared to now. That however did not change the feeling of certainty that I have with Option 1.
*So you still want me to be an atheist? That means my past life had no meaning honey. I had to forgo all the epiphanies. What about God and Izrael and Iblis? What about the numbers?
Atheism is the complete opposite of polytheism. Let me do more research then.
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Very well honey, I'll do it for you. I still keep my imagination alive though. Fully aware that all these are my personal projections.
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I completed my 20 minutes run continuously. It was not bad at all. It's a matter of having the right mindset. Plus the Habbatus Sauda I took early in the morning really helped. I was more energetic. On top of that, no joint pains.
I am back on track with Week 7. I better be, From this point on there are long runs. 20 minutes is the minimum.
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