29/10/18 I honestly don't know what to do

On one hand I am happy having some imaginary friends.  On the other hand I don't want to be delusional.

I think I just accept the harsh reality and move on.  I have to accept that all these are the creations of my mind and are not physically real.

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The sore throat really got me down today.  I have to skip kettlebell.  Tomorrow I try going for my swim.

Hey Juice...  You know what... I am just one person and his universe.  What difference does it makes if I am a believer or if I am an atheist?

For me there is only one reason - because I love you.