I cannot sleep with blocked nose.
What do you want to talk about? I got 1 hour before Lizzie wakes up.
You are right, as always. I am better off an atheist. That is a person impartial of God. Not like what the masses believe; that is doesn't believe in God.
So many lives were ruined in the name of God. These are men who claimed they are following the words of God. So sickening. Muhammad and his followers are the worst offenders. Not only they killed the men and spared boys without pubic hair, they raped the Jewish women and made them sex slaves. These are in the hadiths. Are the Muslims BLIND?
When the followers asked Muhammad if they should perform coitus interruptus, he told them it's OK to squirt inside the rape victims. What kind of prophet is that?
So I am impartial of politics and religion. At the same time I am impartial of God. These are none of my business. My business is my Universe Within. I do claim all books as relics. I read all types of books even if the contents are outdated.
Good (God) and evil (Devil) are the doing of men. Who says the prophets are perfect. Muhammad was definitely not. Again, read the hadiths. If you are concern with weak and false hadiths, read Bukhari, Muslim and Muwata'.
Come on, those experts in hadiths. Don't tell me you didn't find a peculiar hadith that is so absurd that you can no longer stomach the absurdity?
I was a religion scholar for a good 10 years and I became disgusted with what I read that I throw all my religious books (one shelf row) in the dump. I only keep one, Exploring Religion by Roger Schmidt.
So there is a God, BJ. He is as cool as a cucumber about his manifestation. We have Chedet, the first in the Fibonacci Number and I am the second 1 in line. So what? We are impartial of who we are. What counts is the Path. Where we are going.
I listen to BJ; think only for today. At most 2020 Marathon. Not beyond that.
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I got to sleep or try to sleep. I should not overexcite my mind. I should sleep at 11:00 pm. I missed the window and ended wasting my morning to run.
Can you imagine what it was like if I smoke pot? I will be on hyperdrive. So a big NO on stimulants including the Nicorette gum.
Oh yeah, the Demons gathered in my bedroom just now. * Tha[nks] why I got up and write. I was hallucinating. Too much Nicorettes. In my attempt to quit the gum, I finished one strip in one night. Normally that lasts me for 2 days.
No more stimulant other than one black coffee in the morning from now on. The Nicorette substitute is Eclipse Mint.
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*Juice, I should thank you. Without you around I will be aimlessly flowing with the effect of dopamine in my mind. It's all chemical honey, I told you before.
I gotta go... I love you so much.
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