Today I feel lazy. These are my 4 horsemen - Sleepiness, Laziness, Inertia and Procrastination. I got to fight SLIP in order to stay on top of my game.
I must move beyond the 4. All I got to do is move beyond the house gate. Within my house I am in the comfort zone. I am getting too comfortable. I need to be on my toes.
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I hit a mental barrier. I decided to walk instead. It's the down cycle. Sheeesh... Only Week 5. I kept having the thought of nasi lemak.
When I have milk, the thought disappeared.
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The thoughts I had when I am stoned were not real, I know, but I entertained them anyway.
BJ and I are not gods. We are humans. Fuck it, it's a private thought.
I still believe there is a God though. This god is a personal God.
Why I bother to talk about this anyway. It's immaterial...
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Anyway, these 3 goals of mine is my life pursuit.
The single biggest challenge is no[] to smoke cigarette or dope. Food I can manage. Even exercise I can push. It is smoking that I got to SAY NO.
Cigarette price is gonna increase again today.
I should stop seeing smoker until end of year.
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I am experiencing carbs creep. The though[] on nasi lemak keep on hitting me. I think I just have one today.
Just had my nasi lemak. What a relief.
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