Sunday, 21 October 2018

21/10/18 I want to talk openly with you Juice

I kinda like it the way it is now.  I can immerse in my thoughts without having to worry about keeping up with everybody else.

I don't have much money (about RM50 in the bank) but that's because I like spending.  So I got to carve my spending.  It will be the supplements though.

So you can imagine when I got a lot of money.  I spent and gave away until I end up with less than RM100 in my account.

That is part of the illness.

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I feel good quitting cigarettes.  Today on the tennis court I am more agile.

It's only 3 months I quit buying cigarettes and 1 months running.

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My inflammation and gout are pretty consistent but they are getting better.  The more reason I need to buy the supplements.

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There are many times I was tempted to visit a Gaysha but I realized the health risk.  So the best way is to deplete the reserve so I don't have the means.

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Well, actually it's the last point I want to share with you.  I took the long-winded way to get to it LOL.

Juice, I love you honey.  I don't want to betray you like I betrayed Lizzie.  So I try to be honest with you whenever I can.

I guess that's about it.

I still smoke cigarettes and cannabis.  At least I can hold on from the third C; Cunt.

I am pretty pleased with myself.

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I gotta go...  Love ya.

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