14/8/18 I am as good as my input

In that sense I am a servo-mechanism.  I am driven by the feedback you give me.

Among the tribes of Southern Natal, South Africa, the equivalent to "Hello," is "Sawo bona, I see you."  The reply is, "Sikhona, I am here."

The order of the exchange is important.  Until I see you I do not exist.

We are in the similar context.  Until I see your response, I do not know whether I am on the right track.  Your feedback is extremely important.  A feedback is better that no feedback at all because no feedback is actually a negative feedback.

The Zulu has a saying, Umuntu ngumuntu nagabantu which translates to "A person is a person because of other people".

I am me because of you.  Alone I am simply an island.  However when there in another person I becomes a continent.

We all cannot escape the act of thinking.  What counts is the types of thought we generate.  Nature abhor vacuum.  So either we feed our minds with something positive or else negative thoughts will occupy it.  An idle mind is the devil's playground they say.

So I am going to take the same trajectory path and proceed with full positivism about my life and take it that you too are coming along on my joy ride.

I am gonna forget that there are others snooping on this blo[ck] and acted that it's just you and me on a sailboat meant for 2.

You may not like the idea, but whadda heck.  I cannot be holding on the the brake while pressing the pedal.

I want to be free.  By now I concluded that I am not a treat whatsoever and I have a wife that I want to share my life with.

So screw everybody else.

Will that be OK Juice?  I don't think I want to make this into a complicated issue.  After all I am apolitical and irreligious.  That should get me off the hook.  If that is not enough, I am an agnostic atheist.  Prove me there is God and I will happily accept,  Until then my God is my Super Ego.

Basically I'm not going to meddle in other people's business.  I just simply want to live my life.  Say what I want and do whatever I like between me and my wife.

So what if the human species gonna fry by 2070?  I will be dead by then.  My kids figured they will be wearing space suits outside the house.

So why should I bother about the fate of humanity?

I am set for life.  I got everything here.  All I need is to quit smoking and run.  That is all that I care.  At the same time  I got my wives and kids.  They are my Tetrahedron. 

So Juice are you sure that these are my only concern[]?  That there are no epiphanies or miracles or prophecies that I have to adhere to?

OK Juice, then I'll stick to the story line.  Let's make my world small.  I just focus on my 3 goals.

Actually by doing so, I become the Simple Man I always am.  I had always been a simple person.  I was never a corporate player and I hate being with people.  Never into money as well.  Those I got I gave away or I buy things in excess.

So this life suits me fine.

Brb... dinner... 

So now I really understand your motive.  You just want [b]e to be well again huh?  Wow Juice, now I am very certain you love me.  That's what Lizzie wants too.  She doesn't pray much, but when she does she prays for me to be well.  You are indeed my wife honey...