Now I have nothing. I truly start on a clean slate. That also means I probably have to even reassess the company th[is] I keep. BJ is a weed smoker and the rest; Konek, Amoi and Rosli are hardcore cigarettes smokers.
I am truly all by myself. I have no money (not true), no possession (not true) and no friends (not true). My true assets are my Tetrahedron.
Well at least I got rid of the limiting beliefs.
Time to build the empowering beliefs:
- I am an Athlete Warrior
- I got those who love me and whom I love
- I am always alone anyway
- I only meet those guys in Ramadan
Fuck it... I only got rid of my limiting beliefs. So time to leverage on the strength.
I figured my strength now is my mind. It is no longer clouded with MAJOR garbage. As for the guys, I got until the next Ramadan to assert my new belief system to counter the desire for a cigarette.
If not because of the tradition of getting together once a year, I will gladly discard them.
This is fine Juice. By September, Mopey will enter college and I will be focusing on my own things; house chores, reading, running and writing. You already fill my cup in a big way.
Unless... You don't plan to hangout with me for the long haul. Then I will go crazy talking only to myself.
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Let me ask you this... Do you plan to leave me some day? No? You will stay? Like a wife stays with her husband? Til death do us apart?
Juice help me out here honey. OK then I will make my own presuppositions.
- Presupposition 1: You will stay until I am fully recovered and run the marathon
- Presupposition 2: You will stay with me until we grow old together
- Presupposition 3: You will wait for the next instruction from your superior
- Presupposition 4: You are working towards us being together
Shucks.... you are not telling...
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This is sooo frustrating baby.
I make a choice then. You are working tow[]rds us being together.
There... That was not that hard.
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