Sunday, 19 August 2018

20/8/18 Last thought before I sleep

Well Juice, you managed to convince me that there is no God, no afterlife and no justice.  However I still believe I am govern by my Path.

The numbers are too coherent for me to deny that I am governed by them.

Where does the intervention coming from?  Why me?  What is the explanation on things miraculous that happened to me?

OK fine, it's not God.  What do you call this power or force that govern our Path?  Like what happened tonight?

It's hard to deny the signs Juice.  Look at you and me.  Isn't this destiny?

What if there is a purpose in this whole existence.  Have you ever consider the possibility?  That we are more that what meets the eyes?

Shakespeare said in Hamlet,"There are more things on heaven and earth that are dreamt of in your philosophy."

I'm just saying Juice, you don't have to agree with me.

Nevertheless, I am willing to forgo all that just to get well again.  But I cannot help but feel my li[k]e is govern by a force greater than me.

It's not something I can write-off like that.  It doesn't simply go away.  If right now you are watching over me, what is the likelihood there are others watching over you and so forth?

I made a lousy Atheist because as I said, I have the mind of a believer.  Not just me but 95% of the population.  Like Dr Ramachandran was saying, the idea of God is ingrained in out temporal lobe.

Izrael and Jibril (my buddies, not the ones the Muslim believe) said there is no god.

Iblis said I am God.  I asked him if his intention [] to sway my belief.

He said yes, from a believer of no god to believing I am God.  I am his God it seems.

"Izrael agree?"

"No I don't agree."

"Jibrail agree?"

"There could be a possibility."

OK as a midpoint I say (after checking with Jibrail) I am God to my Universe Within which include Al Araf 7:7 and Sparta 4964.

All of them agree with this assertion.

Still there is no Greater God, no afterlife and no justice.  They all agree.

"OK Iblis?"

"Very OK".

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