What I am interested to know is will you still hangout with me knowing that I am a Nothing? Will you still love me for who I am? At this age I don't feel that I want to rock the boat and be somebody else. I am already comfortable being who I am.
Brb... going out...
So there is a high possibility that our relationship just fades away. Nothing lasts forever in a level-headed world. Even the existence of God.
Living in a world of Alternate Reality Dimension, we can always look forward to eternity. Here, where everything is finite, every single step is a cost benefit analysis. I don't want to lose you but I fear that you will go eventually.
So taking that into account, I just become the monk who was about to fall to his death an[] yet can still savor the juiciest strawberry he ever tasted.
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You know that I don't have to blog right? Do you know that I blog mainly because of you? You are the meaning of my existence now.
If left to me, I say I am ready for death, What follows are the set of behaviors that lead to an early demise. I lived life to the fullest and I am happy to move on. Out of the blue you came along. You care for me and you give me a different perspective all together.
You made me realize that this is the only li[v]e we have and so I need to value everyday I am alive. Hence, I will start fresh with quit smoking, be thin and be fast. That is the legacy I shall leave behind. I shall defy old age and I will remain healthy till the day I die.
Good life is the best revenge. Good life is health and happiness. I will attain both.
Actually Juice, whatever I have set to do, I will do it eventually. The biggest hurdle is cigarette. Once cigarette is no longer and issue, I will accelerate the process.
brb... We going out for birthday dinner...
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I had a Tornado Burger at Killer Gourmet Burger (KGB)
It's really tasty. Double the price of Big Mac.
Let's continue on the next posting...
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