She is having a 5-day orientation at the central campus (1 hour away) before going to her respective campus which is 15 minutes away.
I feel fine today. Certainly the gum helps. I do feel like smoking but its out of habit than addiction.
Come to think of it, I am pretty much influenced by the dopamine, Without it I feel terrible. What if I continue taking the gum? Will it help?
One thing for sure, I need to feel loved. Otherwise I will displaced it with smoking. So as long as I know you love me, I will be OK.
The love I'm feeling now is a secure kind of love. The kind that doesn't need affirmation.
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