So I am not gonna listen to Iron Maiden anymore. Sufficient that I say their songs probably the very reason I had my mania episodes.
Why is that Juice? Am I the type that is easily influenced by myth and poetry?
I don't know. I simply don't. I do like them a lot. Is it possible that it was you who deleted my Iron Maiden playlist? Only time will tell.
Until then I stay clear from Iron Maiden. Is that a fair assessment?
No it's not?
Well fair enough... I listen to Iron Maiden this afternoon.
Brave New World is the most influential album in my life. As if it was written for me. In 1999 I just mass replicated my Cyborg War emails to whoever I know. It was verses of the Quran coded in numbers which had instructions to attack the unseen but existing enemies.
Its was the height of my Bipolar. I was fighting an invisible nemesis. This was before the release of the album.
So when the album came out, it was like a chronicle of my past. After all the narration was so accurate. I simply hit. It was more of a defensive strike than an offensive one. In my mind I was fighting a war, It was very real. The enemy was coming and we needed to alert everybody.
It was a very stupid move. Because of that everybody in my email list, the forums I subscribed and even those websites I visited knew I was crazy, It was a compulsion and I cannot control myself.
These songs as if were written to describe the encounter. Pretty accurate if you ask me:
So you tell me, am I influenced by the songs or the songs influence[] by me?
In 2007 I had another episode of psychosis. This time while I was in the ward, TraXXfm had an hour interview with Bruce Dickinson [] a debut of the Life After Death Album. Another album close to my heart because the songs were very related to what I went through:
I am the song Juice, that[] how good they are in niche marketing LOL.
Sometime I wonder if Iron Maiden was inspired by my plight. I mean, I am in COMPLETE agreement with what they are saying. Yes that's me!
How can I deny this song? This was exactly my experience:
Like I said, either I was delusional or Iron Maiden wrote this song for people like me:
To add to the fascination, they released The Book of Souls, their last album on 4th September 2015, my birthday. One year after my worst psychosis and my last battle with Iblis:
By golly Juice, even of I am an atheist, there are many believers who fought by my side. Don't you agree?
OK final nail to the coffin. This 2000 song was entitled Bumi Kita ada Naga (Melayu ada Naga), Our Land got Dragon (Malay got Dragon).
Look, he was showing his left hand. Sorry Juice, I pay attention to detail.
So am I crazy or there are people who really believe in my cause?
ROTFLMAO, I know what you gonna say, these people are suffering from shared psychosis. Right honey?
Actually it doesn't matter to me. I made it in one piece. I may lost it all but I still have my sanity.
And honey, if your intention is to make me well again, I accept your proposition with open arms.
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I say we stick to the original plan:
- No God
- No afterlife
- No justice
That is the no apple mentality. Anything up and above that is a bonus. Back to the Hero's Journey to defeat cigarette and to run the 2020 Marathon. That is my Kingdom Come, here and now.
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Are you having second thoughts? No? So we stick to our plan then yea?
I love you baby... That's all that matters.
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