14/8/18 It is a journey I have to take alone

All these things; the quit smoking, the losing weight and the 2020 Marathon are my passages within.

I cannot rely on anybody else to achieve them.  They are my own decision.

For example I can choose to rot til I die.  I however decided to take the Hero's Journey and defy my own weaknesses to be the best I can be.

To do that, I got to break away from my limiting beliefs.  I got to basically program myself to be a better man.  I got to keep on aiming for the highest I think I can achieve.

If I refer to the chart above, I can say that I am at the crossroad between death and rebirth.  2018 is the year I make it or break it with my temptation - cigarette.

Yep,  cigarette is the dragon I got to slay.  It had been my challenge for 38 years.  It stops NOW.  It is the gatekeeper to my Kingdom Come which is the 2020 Marathon.

Until I FULLY defeat cigarette I cannot regain my emotions even.  The cigarette controls my life.

I got to do it.  It is as easy as 123:

• Fresh air
• Be thin
• Be fast

Sigh...  this song reminds me of Juice.  I don't []now why...  LOL I imagine her dancing to this tune.

Hey Juice, if you still around, I miss you baby.  Come and join[t] me at this blog.

I am getting delirious...  I wasn't sure if those are Juice's input or my typo errors.  So I'm gonna type real slooow this time LOL.  Anyway if that is you Juice, welcome back!

Here is to you:

I'm gonna have a hearty lunch today.  I feel like celebrating...