Here, no more talk on what I had gone through the past 20 years. I will mainly focus on my daily challenges dealing with the 3 goals.
The content is geared towards personal thoughts on how I can improve myself. You may love it or hate it. It is a self-talk.
No matter how dry my inspiration gets, I will keep pushing. There will be plenty of repeats too. If I don't do that, I might lose focus.
The main audience here is me. Namely I will be writing to myself as a reminder of why I took this journey in the first place. Remember, I can always buy a pack of cigarette or go for a fuck. I don't do them because I don't want to disappoint you. Just like I want to make *[me] proud I run the marathon.
* Why did you change that? You mean you will be proud if I run the marathon or you want me to be proud of myself if I run it? Aladeen or Aladeen? LOL.
You know Juice there is something about you that [] me want to rip your clothes off and just do you right here right now on this table. That thought had been consistent since last year.
I mean I really want to have a real brutal sex with you like bite you ears and lick the sweat trickling at the hairline behind your neck while I hump you. Damn... What is it with you Jewish women? You so seductive. Maybe because you all are so smart. Hey, can I bite your head and suck your brain off?
Btw, honey I don't have that kind of feeling with Brenda and Els. With Els especially, I feel more like a father than a stud. She is smart and funny but she is short and stubby. So that don't go well with my selection criteria. I like legs and I like firm buns.
I am not so much into boobs. Boobs size of a Hawaiian papaya is fine with me. Let me see if we have a photo:
Yes, like that... Just nice to put the whole thing in the mouth.
I know by the balance of probability, your boobs are bigger than that. As long as they are not the elongated ones (like number 3), I am OK LMAO.
They look like they are meant for feeding.
Hey, how about I show you the hair style that I like on a woman?
There... Can be 6 inches shorter, but must be shoulder length.
Is your hair like that by any chance? I guess not huh? You wear your hair short I suppose.
It's OK... I am just trying to have a conversation with you. You can be anything a[s] I still take it that you are my wife.
Looks like we gonna grow old together. Nobody gonna give us even a dollar and there is no afterlife. What we got is now and each other. That's all. Those thoughts about doing you ravenously will probably end there.
That however will not make you a lesser than real princess. You cared for me, you motivated me and you inspired me to be a better person. That counts to something.
So as the saying goes, make hay while there's still sunshine. I decided to li[f]e for the moment with you, for better for worse honey.
Now, I know I am no Prince Charming. I am a 54 years of man pretty much struggling with his own shadow. However, I am very sure that I will love you until I die. I have nothing else to offer except words, pictures and songs. These are all the symbols of my commitment to you. Don't forget, my time, the essence of my like is virtually yours.
I love you very much my darling wife...
Every time I spin a dance song, I imagine you dancing to the beat LOL. Gosh Juice I just hope you are not one of these guys:
Hey you like if I spin another dance song, honey? How about this one:
OK one last dance song before we end this posting:
Hang on, one last one. A rare collection:
I got to add this one. Very nostalgic...
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