I'll help myself with some 3-in-1 coffee instead, yawn...
This is one of those bored and depress days.
OK coffee then.
This is on air:
You sure this is just a coincidence?
My life now is pretty empty. I have very little to look forward to. It cannot be that everything is a coincidence. I am still trying to adjust to the idea that I am just another ordinary person. I like it better when I was somebody special.
Boredom leads to depression and depression leads to smoking, That's how I started smoking again in the past. It's the goddamn depression.
Nobody can help me. I got to fight this alone. I need to endure this down cycle for 3 months.
Actually my life is not that bad, It's the depression that makes it looks bad.
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Juice baby, so far I had shared with you the thoughts I had on mostly everything about me. The risk is you might like me or hate me. I can't help it. This is a personal blog. This is where I become who I am, without wax,
Not everything will become a reality. These are thoughts. I am filling my time by recording my thoughts. I can also fill my time by taking actions. At present I rather think than act. I am bored and depressed. I am not in the mood to do anything significant.
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I am very very close to buying a pack of cigarette. Then I reminded myself, I QUIT FOR 1 MONTH! I need to go for another 2 months.
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