Of all the days, this is the day I hate the most.
Plenty of animal sacrifices and a lot of wastage. It was meant to be shared to the poor but only among the Muslims. Kind of superficial if you ask me.
Today, after the hypomania subsided, I conclude I am still an Atheist, Apolitical and Irreligious.
I am better off with those three elements. I like it the way it is. I take care of my own matters.
I simplify things further. I even forgo Al Araf 7:7 and the Jewish Star in the Circle. I don't want any legacy in my life. Not even Sparta 4964 or Alam Shah Alam.
I just want to be a human being or man fully functioning. I want to cut off from tradition. I want to have a fresh start. The only legacy that I will hold on is celebrating 2 days of Eid Fitr; for the sake of the family.
As for me, I want to be non traditional in my thoughts. I want to truly be a Simple Man. I live simple, I eat simple and I wear simple.
I am willing to go as far back as the Greeks in terms of thinking and philosophy. To make it simple my life philosophy is Sound Mind in Sound Body. Then all I will be concentrating on is to sculpt my two assets.
Do you think that will work? I will make it work. So instead of befriending Al Araf 7:7 it will be nothing more than my desk display. I thought of putting them away but I decided to keep them where they are because it is pleasing for the eyes.
In the mean time I will focus on becoming virtually a Nothing. I want to go back to the path of Zen. I want to be a Light Traveler, enjoying being a minimalist.
In that sense I am willing to lose everything to achieve minimalism. As it is I am living in abundance; food, comfort, clothes, perfumes, entertainment. I will reduce all that in due time. I want to follow Lizzie's footsteps. Less is more.
I even thinking of shaving my head today. I really want to start fresh. Maybe not, Lizzie will freak out. Not because I will be bald but because my hair is still good for 1 month before the next hair cut.
That is how serious I am about starting all over again. If in the previous 20 years I was a Swiss Samurai Cyborg, this coming life cycle I want to be an Athlete Warrior. Just me and my 3 goals along with my Tetrahedron.
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